Panya will be leaving in a little while. He and Jai are snuggled together in the bed right now, sleeping in. They look so sweet together. He has his arm around Jai and they are both snoring softly. It melts my heart.
I am really dreading Panya leaving for his trip. I know- I am such a baby. But, I am just so dependent upon him. This is the first time he will be away from us. He will be gone until Sunday night! I miss him so much even during the day while he is at work. I can't believe how much I will miss him while he is gone.
I will just have to look at it as an adventure. Jai and I will have the whole big king sized bed to ourselves--- which I can assure you, I will still be sleeping on the edge and Jai will be pushed right up against me- all appendages touching me. I may not shower for a few days, but we will have fun together. And when Jai looks back on things that's what I want him to remember... a mom that he had a lot of fun with. Hopefully, he will forget the whole stinky, non-showering part.
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